Today, I went for a walk with a close friend. (Yay for being able to hug, connect, and even come inside if weather is bad!)

For two weeks, I’ve been fully vaccinated. During that time, I’ve had rich, meaningful (close contact!) connection with family and friends. With each hug, I feel joy and love, as well as deep grief and rawness. When the heart opens, it opens in all directions.

It’s alluring to think we can wrap up life in a pretty bow. I fall into this habit again and again.

I just returned from the park, capturing bits of nature illuminated by sunset light. The most captivating subjects were on the ground. Technically these are “weeds,” yet I see their beauty. The clover in this image sings. Texture, color, and expression.

I often share the mantras: Feel what you feel; it’s okay to not be okay.

We’re in a moment of societal celebration. We’ve been vaccinated! The CDC says vaccinated people can be inside unmasked with no physical distance (almost anywhere!). You might wonder: Why am I not more excited? Is it weird that I’m still anxious about going out?